lo go mo

I had a lovely lunch with my dad at Logomo kitchen a couple of months back, and just completely forgot about uploading the pictures I quickly snapped while being there. The food was delicious, especially because I was super hungry! I highly recommend the place for lunch if you're in the area. I don't think it was horribly expensive for being a buffet with good food. I'm slightly bummed out about the fact that I forgot to take a picture of my food, haha!
I'm still going strong with my NaNoWriMo novel, which at the moment has reached the milestone of 30,000 words. I hope I'll be able to finish it, even though I have a lot of reading to do for exam weeks.
I hope you are all doing well and managing with the shift from summer to autumn!

spelar pappas skivor ifrån 6 till 9

A couple outfits from the past days. I'm in love with those tights, but they're already kinda broken. I'm a master on ruining tights and leggings. It's because of my sharp nails, I guess...

It's my birthday today! Right now I'm painting my nails bright pink and just getting ready for tonight. We're going to have a eurovision-theme party, since it's the eurovision song contest finals today! More about that next time.

Taking your circus to the sky

I spent my May day relaxing and playing video games, while most people were partying... It was nice though! As usual, May 1st was spent at Vartiovuori park having a picnic. It's a tradition for most people, I guess. I wasn't there too long, though, and left to watch a movie with my friends Minni and Saila. Afterwards we went out for a while. Pretty nice actually...

slam them in a doorway, put my face into the ground.

No more chocolate. No more coffee. Two of the things I enjoy in life. Sounds like a small deal but it's actually a pretty big one, since I can hardly function without my morning coffee. Oh well. I'll have to start drinking more water and eating more fruits... Why all this? Because my skin-condition is TERRIBLE.

It's been this way since the start of high school. I've heard it's in my genes, that everyone in my family has or still do suffer from bad skin, and with bad skin I mean acne-prone skin. I don't have the worst condition, but definitely not the best one either. My self-esteem is very low because of this. I never feel pretty. I never feel like makeup looks good on my face, or feel like my face looks good at all. People with smooth skin won't understand this, because they don't have to go through this. It really affects the way I feel about myself.

I find myself in the middle of a battle striving to become perfect. I wasn't really too self-conscious before I noticed my skin going worse and worse day by day. I just want this all to stop. I can't look in the mirror and smile anymore, or be natural around cameras. I'm sick of photoshopping and blurring all my pictures. I just want to be pretty and smooth-skinned like everyone else.

Sorry, had to get this of my chest. Thank you for reading, if you did.

Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing

I promise you, there WILL be good-quality pictures(and possibly videos) here this week. I just felt like writing and updating you on what's going on...

So, I mentioned videos. Yes, I'm actually thinking about starting vlogging, since it'd some days be much more interesting for you than just looking at some bad instagram pictures. I really enjoy watching vlogs, and I've for a long time wanted to join the youtube-community.

I dyed my hair brown-ish recently, but I hate it. I seriously HATE it. So that's why I randomly(or not so randomly) decided that I'm going to dye my hair RED. So exciting! I love changing things up.

I spent my whole easter vacation at the countryside. All though I didn't really enjoy my time there, I feel relaxed and stuff.. And that's all now, writing more here soon..